Voices have been pretty quiet since last psychotic break. I kinda miss them. I don’t know what to do with myself. I am slowly adjusting. I’ve been getting high all week; sometimes I hear them talking more. I have spent so much time listening to them. It is hard to know what to do with myself. Listening consumes so much of my time. I’ve been doing this for so long. I guess instead of looking for them, I should seek out and make friends with silence again.